Ode to The Divine (or Sacred) Masculine

I don't hate you

I miss you

I don't want you out of my life

I love having  you as a constant and steady presence each day

I don't resent you 

I value and respect you

I don't take you for granted 

I know how much I need you and want you

To be there

To be you

To be strong 

To be soft 

To be vulnerable 

To be focused 

To be free 

To be sensitive 

To be you 

To be love and

To be loved.

What we have been told is not the real you

What we had thought it was 

It was not really you

It has been a distorted and dysfunctional Masculine

A facade... 

A caricature of a male image

What most societies have made us believe that you are or were supposed to be

Is all wrong

It has been distorted, wounded, manipulated into a fragile shell that breaks with the breeze... 

A fragile shell with no backbone 

With no truth of his own 

With no spine to stand straight in the face of injustice 

With no voice to speak for those who can't 

Suppressed by fear, shame and guilt 

With chains around your ankles so you don't travel too far "from home " stay in a safe distance.  

Think only what is within a safe space... only what is "acceptable and allowed" ... don't go too far in your internal (or/and external) exploration. 

Don't get too deep cause you might reach the warmth and power of your Heart in flames. 

Lies, false beliefs, controlled by fear , numbed and distracted with addictions, from alcohol to sex and porn.

That is not you

That is the manipulated caricature shell 

Wounded and controlled that most societies have created to keep you as a good obedient slave 

I know the real you

I feel you 

I love you

I respect you 

I need you

You are part of me

You know who you are even when you were told all those lies since you were born 

You are the Warrior of Light 

Who leads with his Heart 

Free and Unchained

You are the one consciously, courageously, lovingly, peacefully and intentionally standing, speaking and acting for what is right and just for All Beings equally and for the Earth 

No matter what ...  

NOTE:

We all have masculine and feminine energies within ourselves. Part of our work as growing and expanding individuals is knowing these energies in ourselves and learn how to balance them in a harmonious way. Whether you are in a female or a male physical body, you have both principles in you. The Whole individual is constantly finding a healthy balance between them.

Have in mind that it is a constant ongoing process, we are always moving and learning, specially if you are intentionally in your awakening, healing, self-discovery, growth or/and spiritual path.

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Forgiving my Female Body

Pain

Is all I could remember from when my body started to develop

Things started to change from being a child to now suddenly “you are a woman”

Your body can create life now

And then the pain and the blood

And the what is happening?

Why do I feel this way?

I feel shame and I don’t know why

Shame besides the pain, the discomfort and the blood?

And now I am hearing them say that I am a woman now?

That I can procreate?

That I am growing up

And I don’t know why I feel the way I feel

At the same time my breasts start to make their appearance and now I have to cover them

They hurt as they grow out of my chest

I love sports and running

And guess what, now every time I run

My breast hurt even though I am using something to hold them “in place”

And the resentment started

Why does this hurt?

Why do I have to have these things?

Why am I in this body?

I just want to run and play my sports freely

Now I have to bleed every month?!

With a combo of feeling moody, uncomfortable, ugly, and in pain?

Not understanding why…

“That is just the way it is” that is what happens …

It’s all the information I got

The resentment started to build deep in my unconscious

The rejection and even anger

How unfair is this?

It all went to the back and deep basement of my mind

Accumulating more pain as I kept growing, and then entering into a society that had very specific rules for you if you were in a female body… again, not understanding what was all about…

You simply start to adapt and then fight and resist some other things that do not sound right to you in the world we live in.  Sometimes fight, sometimes just get so exhausted from fighting an apparent lost cause...

In the meantime the biggest war was happening inside

Between my conscious mind and my accumulated unconscious pain and resentment

Until you finally get to see more and more of your inner reality. And realize your own inner fight.  The victim self trying to convince you that the universe, the world and everyone in it is just against you… That it's all a very evil universal joke.

The only way “out” is through…

We have to go through our shadows

We must walk that very dark cave we are so afraid of…

Light and freedom are on the other side.

I am sorry I ever blamed you

I am sorry I rejected you for so long

I am sorry I bought into social conditioning bull-sh***

I am sorry I resisted and resented you for so long without realizing it

I am sorry I did not feel and see your beauty and perfection  Just as you are.

As a perfect creation of Nature with everything is meant to be, as it is,

Perfect

Harmonious

Beautiful

With the Power of Sustenance

Allowing

Cyclical

Full of Pleasure Points

Sensitive

Soft

With the Power of Creation

Flowing

In a constant cycle of shedding,  renewal and flowering…

I am now with you

I am grateful to you

I love you and see your natural and simple beauty just as you are

A perfect creation from the Divine…

-E.Y.P

@evyy.parkinson (on instagram)

Yin & Yang Harmony