He Never Loved me

He never loved me

He never really loved me

He loved the idea of me

He loved the way that I was there for him

He loved having someone so unconditional by his side

Someone who accepted him just as he was 

It was something rare to him 

But he did not love me for me. 

One thing is to love someone for who they are . You just do. 

Another very different one is what many people get confused with

And it is loving the idea of someone 

It is loving how they love you

And that does not mean you love them for them, as who they are, for who they are, as a whole individual. 

It feels good and liberating to know and understand the difference. First of all for you.

For you to recognize if you love someone for who they are. 

Or you love them only for what they can give (to) you ... 

- the difference- 

I wasn't born to conform

I wasn't born to conform to norms that make no sense to me

I wasn't born to blindly obey and say yes, just because you are told to do so 

I wasn't born to just follow the steps of others before me

I wasn't born to be a slave of conditioning and an unhealthy society 

I question 

I wonder

I think for myself

I ask 

I reflect 

I read 

I find out my answers, not only in my outward search but in my inward journey 

I wasn't born to stand by injustice and stay silent 

I was born to speak up when I witness injustice, even when I am the only voice in the room while others stand by silently.

I was born to search for truth in the universe and in myself 

I was born to stand in my truth and walk it 

I was born to carve my own path in connection and co creation with source 

Regardless of those who do not understand and look at you either as a threat or as an Angel ... 

I am neither one 

I am human

I am a woman in this body 

I am a soul in this body 

I am Nature 

I am Spirit

I Am  

-Unchained 

-E.Y.P

**This poem is a peek into my second book**

My first book "Drops of Wisdom" can be purchased HERE, and on Amazon.com

I Already love you

I already love you

You don't need to achieve anything 

You don't need to prove anything 

You don't need to earn my love

I already love you 

You don't need to try to be more than what you already are to earn Love 

You are already Loved.

- inner-masculine 

- E.Y.P

@evyy.parkinson