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All the ups and downs

All the heart breaks

All the waiting 

All the falls 

All the so-called "wrong turns" 

That feeling of something being incomplete 

That something is missing 

After so much healing and realizations 

And so many internal integrations

There was still a missing part

I had to be ready to welcome you back

I had to go through everything I did

To be open and humble enough to receive you

I had to be broken many times to let go of all the pieces that were not mine to carry anymore 

I had to be broken down into my knees 

To know what real humility was 

To slay my ego and allow the Infinite love to flow though my whole being 

I had to go through all the ups and downs

Left and rights

I had to get lost in darkness to find the light again 

And in that search 

In that unique path of my Heart 

I was able to be open to receive you in humility 

In awe... 

In love

Feeling that "missing" piece fitting in back slowly

Taking its time to adapt to its new-old home... 

-E.Y.P

@evyy.parkinson

Channeling

I am the lion and the lioness.

I am the snake transmuting and transforming the energy

I channel her power for constant transformation and renewal.

I become the butterfly light and beautiful.

I harness the power of the eagle who sees and flies high.

I become the hummingbird light, intelligent, joyful and skillful.

I am the wild and the tamed horse

The one that runs freely and the one that stays home.

I am the lion and the lioness.

Empowered, whole, focused, grounded

With no concern of what any other animal is doing.

-E.Y.P

@evyy.parkinson

From "Drops of Wisdom"

I has been so long...

It has been so long

It has been so long since you felt the warmth in your own heart

That you have forgotten your sensitivity

Your humanity

It has been so long 

That now you believe that you are a bitch

You behave like it

You don’t allow anyone to get too close to you

Even if you are pretending to be politely nice

It’s just a superficial mask 

You have a very thick and tall wall built around you

So thick that you can’t even feel your own heart anymore

You haven’t allowed yourself to cry or feel any empathy for any other living thing for so long

Since your innocence and heart were broken 

by those you loved and trusted the most 

When you were just a little girl 

Little by little you started to freeze your tears

Little by little your feelings began to stay trapped in your throat

Without anywhere to go 

Staying trapped inside becoming ice

Little by little in time the ice began to cover your heart

And the warmth was becoming history

Was becoming a faraway memory

In time as your body started to transform into a grown woman

You were already believing in the emotionless

Detached, cold, distant and unempathetic person you were becoming

Believing that that was you, identifying with that persona

The persona that seemed to keep you safe

The one that has protected you from ever getting hurt again.

       -Ice Queen

-E.Y.P 

@evyy.parkinson